Wednesday, October 22, 2008

Is this microphone on?

Bear with me, I'm about to say a bunch of words that may not make sense to you but they make perfect sense to me. 

Last night was probably one of the worst nights of my life. It really just sucked. I was forced to look at myself, my emotions and be just brutally honest. I hated every minute of it. I had no choice. Now that I have starred the beast in the face and have faced the ugly truth about being a woman do I feel better? Nope. Not one bit. In fact, I'd be more inclined to say I feel worse. But on the flip side of that I know that it will eventually get better. I refuse to allow this to dictate who I am today and who I will be tomorrow. I am, after all, my mother's daughter. 

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